These stories below were shared by people living with HIV in our region to highlight the factors that contribute to making the decision to Live.Out.Loud.
Kika McPherson's Story
“I was 20 years old and pregnant when I was diagnosed with HIV. I moved to Peterborough to give birth and have stayed here ever since. After being here for a couple years, I started chatting online with this guy who seemed too good to be true. I disclosed my status to him in an instant message and expected to never hear from him again. He actually thought I was just trying to get rid of him, but when I confirmed that I am living with HIV, he said he still wanted to meet. We have been together ever since and have had two girls together. All three of my daughters were born HIV-free.
Over the years I have become an advocate for myself and others living with HIV. I attend international, national and provincial conferences and events where I am very open about my HIV status.
However, I can’t be public about it in my own community.
We worry that my partner will lose his job if his employers find out I am living with HIV. This happens all too often. The stigma that surrounds HIV makes it almost impossible at times to live as who I truly am. I know that being open about my status is the best way to fight the myths and misinformation that help create and perpetuate stigma. Especially when it comes to my daughters; I have the power and ability to show people that women living with HIV can have HIV-free children, that we don’t have to give up our hopes and dreams because of this virus.
I have been public about this, literally around the world. But in my home town, there is too much risk. I have to be very careful in who I disclose to.”